I Go To Sleep at Night

I go to sleep at night, 

I still don’t know how to face myself,

This mess of a body,

Hoping I won’t live to see the morning. 

I go to sleep at night,

I take all the pills I want,

I drink until the bottle slips my hand,

Hoping I won’t live to see the morning.

I go to sleep at night,

With chest pains,

A migraine,

And a broken heart,

Hoping I won’t live to see the morning.