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Unanswered

Oh how impossible, unfathomable,
Appear these beings,
Who seem to search me out,
As a scientist a specific specimen.
The thought of them haunts me by day,
And every night I must face them.
Which is worse:
The endless waiting,
With every second ticking by an hour,
Or the facing?
For each time they appear,
"Why???"
I persist to them, as I lay still.
I wish to only understand,
But I suppose it was never my place to know.
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